Lent 2008 a Personel Journey Part II
March 16, 2008 Palm Sunday:
Meditation from the Diary of St. Faustina
“O Blood and Water which gushes forth from the Heart of Jesus as a Fount of Mercy for us, I trust in You.” #309
Starting with Holy Monday I will make no entries as I shut everything down readying myself for the Passion.
Friday March 14, 2008
In the words of St. Therese of the Child Jesus
I want to console you for the ingratitude of wicked people. I beg you to take away from me the freedom to displease you. If I occasionally stumble out of weakness, I ask that you quickly purify my soul by your divine glance, removing all my imperfections, like a fire that consumes everything within its flames.
Thursday March 13, 2008
In the words of St. Josemaria Escriva
God needs men and women who are sure and strong, on whom he can lean.
SILENCING MYSPACE and…
Entrusting my words to the Holy Spirit
March 23 Palm Sunday begins Holy Week. It is here that the fullness of Christ’s gift to us His life for our salvation is remembered. It is here not only do we recall the Passion of Christ but also it is here we are to enter into the Passion with Him. How do we enter into this week in its fullness is by selfishly setting aside time to contemplate the mystery of what God has done for us.
To fully enter in we have to weed out the distractions of our everyday lives. There are those things that we must take care of the responsibilities of the station of our lives, which demands our attentions and rightfully so but all our attention is never solely focused at this place. I speak of the things in our day that can easily be diverted from the indulgences of our flesh to the entering into the Passion of Our Lord.
We are fully aware in a modern society we have “stuff” to occupy all our senses, which we excessively indulge in. Video games, I Pod Nano, the computer, cell phones, with all the added features and the list goes on. Music, which is pleasing to ear is non-stop noise and the TV has our other senses attention. We indulge our bodies with all the whims of every kind of food and delight. Then too we have the social of friends, My Space and countless emails. My question is this are we willing to exterminate our indulgences for one week and enter into the Passion of Christ?
This week affords us a perfect time to enter into Christ but in order to we must be willing to set aside the distractions and if not this week then when? Are we willing to say we cannot give Christ this week? Are willing to say to Him who gave His life we are unable to deny ourselves for one week. What is the extent of our selfishness to not walk in the spiritual the way of the cross with Christ this week? Papa gave us His Son, our beloved to die for us and we cannot die of ourselves for/with Him. The staggering suffering that we cannot fully understand He went through for us we are to deny our sacrifice for love of Him and He who sent Him.
Are we willing to give up if you will the indulgences of the flesh for Holy Week entering into the Passion from the Agony in the Garden to the Crucifixion through meditation and prayer.
It would be a beautiful act of love in action if we all on My Space silenced our sites for the week in spiritual solidarity with our Lord. What beauty of love will Papa see by our actions as we unite ourselves with His beloved Son. His children united with His son.
Will this be easy no, because our bodies will rebel in protest about being denied its indulgences and then too satan will be on full alert on the move of us towards God. Suffering follows, the denying of self but less we forget it comes nowhere close to the suffering of our Lord for us.
If you are willing to Silence My Space and…post your fiat. Pass this on in your Blogs to your friends getting as many as we can to show the pouring out our love to Papa and His beloved Son.
May the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Bless You.
Tuesday March 11, 2008
| In the Words of St.Therese | |
| “To be Your spouse, I must be like You; and You are all covered with blood and crowned with thorns. You wish to make me like You; then, should I fear that I cannot carry the cross without weakening? On the way to Calvary, You fell three times; and I, a poor little child, do I not wish to be like You? Should I not wish to fall a hundred times to prove to You my love, rising up again with more strength than before my fall?” |
Monday March 10, 2008
In the words of St. Josemaria Escriva
Get accustomed to referring everything to God. Furrow Interior Life #675
Trusting God
My words entrusted to the Holy Spirit
In 1999, a spiritual Tsunami crashed into my life. I had a vague knowledge disaster was preeminent but because I master the art (I thought) of holding off the storms of my life I was in false hope. The spiritual Tsunami would last for three years.
My spiritual hard drive was filled up along with my spiritual external hard drive. I had back up files of my spiritual life on discs. I was a mess in a spiritual crashing if you will. I manage to fix my spiritual life with quick fixes downloading anything I needed into my spiritual hard drive to get me through it. I had long been unprotected by any security system and contaminated files were in my spiritual hard drive. Therefore, it was here that God would begin a work of restoration that would take eight years to complete. It was in the eight years that three were in a Tsunami, three in bad storms, one in rough sea and lastly to calm waters.
The first file God would start with is I trusting Him. I saw God and reacted to Him from the place of being in a trust desert. I had major trust issues with majority of the people close to me and I saw God like them. I knew He would reel me in as it so often happen to me only to have a shoe drop. By the time, I was at the place that I would have to trust God because I could not stem the tides of my life I could not.
In 2003, I received a pamphlet from Mother Teresa’s order the Missionaries of Charity titled I Thirst. I read the whole pamphlet but it was these words that would have a profound effect on me and pierce my heart and soul like a two edged sword:
Don’t you realize that My Father already has a perfect plan to transform your life, beginning from this moment? Trust in Me. Ask me everyday to enter and take charge of your life-and I will. I promise you before My Father in heaven that I will work miracles in your life. Why would I do this? Because I THIRST FOR YOU. All I ask of you is that you entrust yourself to me completely. I will do all the rest.
These words were music to my ears I was tired of controlling my life and every circumstance surrounding it. I was tired of battles and trying to measure up to everyone’s expectations. I was tired of tears, unhappiness and not knowing any joy. Therefore, my response to God was you want me to trust you show me how/teach me and so He did. The two things the Lord directed me to do was to say, “O Blood and Water which gushes forth from the Heart of Jesus as a Fount of Mercy for us, I trust in You!” Divine Mercy In My Soul Diary Sister M. Faustina Kowalska 309 to be said at the end of my rosary three times. His second was before my feet hit the floor in the a.m. Lord I entrust my life to you this day take charge of it.
At the beginning they were just words said but the more I said them they began to be a prayer. Everything at beginning that God did in my life I viewed with suspicion because I was sure the shoe was going to drop I was being reeled in. It would take about six months before I could stop looking at what God was doing with squinted eyes for I felt if my eyes were squinted, the shoe dropping would not be as devastating. However, slowly but surely I began to trust God. He understood my fragility. It was here He lead to these words of Psalm 40: 2-4 letting me know He understood my Heart: I have waited, waited for the Lord, and he stooped toward me and heard my cry. He drew me out of the pit of destruction, out of the mud of the swamp; He set my feet upon a crag; he made firm my steps. This is when I truly knew freedom was mine.
It has been a long journey to freedom, joy and peace. My spiritual hard drive has been cleaned up and I no longer need an external spiritual hard drive. My icons on the spiritual hard drive all in red are as follows: (T) for Trinity for my Papa I happily do what He asks of me; in the way he ask for long as he ask , because he ask it. My beloved Jesus for coming to this earth and for shedding His blood for me and the Holy Spirit for all His teachings, for pouring out of graces upon me, empowering me, and breathing new life into a sick heart and soul. (M) for Mama the protector of Spiritual hard drive whose prayers keeps out and or spam those contaminated files. Lastly (S/A) for the saints and angels who keep my life on track in all the sub folders of spirituality.
A Dell computer runs a scan frequently to protect the PC but my spiritual scans are moment to moment leaving nothing to chance because I know me.
It is 2008 I am finally in the ordained will of God and live in His present moment. I worry about nothing for God is in full charge of my life and frankly, I do not want the job back. I am in the true place of freedom and it is here I love with His love, move in His power and can say for those in need of my forgiveness: Forgive them Father for they knew not what they have done let not your wrath visit upon them because of me I am bless by you bless them equally.
I end this with this finale thought; I want on my tombstone these words: Here lies…she lived her life in absolute for she trusted God.
The whole I Thirst pamphlet is in my Blog if you wish to read it.
Lord, I entrust all who read this to you and to Mother and St. Therese’s prayers.
May the Hearts of Jesus and Mary bless you!
Copyright 2008 Linda Mary Liotino
Friday March 7, 2008
In The words of St Teresa of Jesus, OCD
Look for Christ Our Lord in everyone and you will then have respect and reverence for all.
There are times during our journey through Lent less said and more contemplating is in order. It is in the quietness of our hearts and souls we are able to hear the voice of God as He speaks to our hearts. It is spending treasured and guarded times in quiet that makes us stronger in our journey with God. It is here we foster an intimate relationship with our God. It is here we learn to love and trust Him. It is here our faith grows. As we get closer to Holy Week let us quiet ourselves as to have this intimate union with God.
May the Hearts Jesus and Mary Bless you.
Copyright 2008 Linda Mary Liotino
Monday March 3, 2008
In the words of St. Josemaria Escriva
If obedience doesn’t give you peace, it’s because you’re proud…The Way #620
Sunday evening:
May the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Bless You.
Copyright 2008 Linda Mary Liotino
Sunday March 2, 2008
In the Words of Jesus: John 8:12
I am the light of the world, says the Lord; whoever follows me will have the light of life.
I am moved by the Holy Spirit to an expanded direction of my prayer life. It was several weeks ago I am called to pray for priestly vocations, then for priests whom are having a vocational crises/in darkness of sin. I suspect St. Therese had something to do with this. The prayers were to increase my rosaries Mama’s doing I know. She wants her rosaries prayed and she obtains the graces for me to be able to accommodate her wishes.
However, today I am directed by the Holy Spirit to pray for the souls in darkness at the gates of hell. Mama as well directs me to pray an additional Little Crown Rosary for these souls daily. In order for me to have a deep love and compassion for these souls and to take them to my heart in prayer and suffering, I have to acknowledge them as one of my own. It is here I am directed to see them as my children with the heart of their mother. To adopt them as my own if you will. It is in this place I will be able to plead their cause, pray diligently, cherish their hearts, and willingly suffer for them. My love, heart and tears will be for these my children. As I write this, I know the Holy Spirit speaks to me in the words I write mapping out the direction He wants of me.
Because I am called and I answer the call with a resounding yes I will be given all I need by the Holy Spirit to stay in the call and to do as I am ask. I am willingly joyful to work in union with the Holy Spirit. My heart knows no other joy but for what I am called upon to do.
I love Sundays because although I am fully aware of God’s presences all week long it is on Sunday’s He chooses to pick to direct my life as He wills. This soul is blessed.
May the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Bless you.
Copyright 2008 Linda Mary Liotino
Saturday March 1, 2008
In the Words of St. Catherine of Siena
” O divine Truth, You give so much strength to the soul which clothes itself with You, that it never falters under the weight of adversity or beneath the burden of troubles and temptations, but in every struggle it gains a great victory. I am wretched because I have not followed You, O eternal Truth; hence I am so weak that in every least tribulation I fall.” Divine Intimacy page 332
If ever there was a week for this soul to be rip out of the calendar this was it. I found in the adversity of the week my pride is strong. I failed to remember all the humiliation a perfect God endured in silence while on this earth. I failed to be silent because the adversity came from a soul in trouble. I failed to be charitable and hold my tongue. I failed because my pride was far bigger than my compassion or mercy. If it were not enough that my pride was strong towards the adversity but I spoke about it in justifiable gossip from my perspective. The troubled soul needed to have understanding and love. The troubled soul is in need and all I manage to do was be a part of the problem instead of a hand of compassion. I have learned about myself my pride still reigns supreme. I faltered with this cross and fell. I pick it up only to fall again because I chose not to recognize my looming pride.
Copyright 2008 Linda Mary Liotino
Tuesday February 26, 2008
Meditation for today
” Then his lord summoned him and said to him, ‘You wicked slave! I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me. Should you not have had mercy on your fellow slave, as I had mercy on you?’” Matthew 18:32-33
Although through prayers of friends I am no longer depress the situation causing the depression has esculated. I find I am not doing well to allow this to come against me absent pride. It is knowing this my road to holiness is hampered by this pride of mine. I have to let this go forgive and move on while asking for forgiveness. I entrust this situation to the Heart of Jesus Lord take charge of it. Mama, I entrust this situation to your prayers.
Monday February 25, 2008
Meditation of the Day
It is disappointing to be misunderstood by your neighbors. It is even more painful to be misunderstood by your loved ones. God of tenderness, make me grasp the depth of your love, show me how to welcome it. Help me to understand you more fully. St. Therese of The Child Jesus
I am depressed today and it would seem I am in darkness and the joy has left my heart. In as much as I am in this place I am at peace. The circumstances that leads up to and into the depression is of no importance it is upon me. I am attack with this depression. I need to be home and not around anyone. I need to be where quiet is and my life is ordered. I wll not be able to get home until Thursday. I am left with tears.
Sunday February 24, 2008
Meditation for the Day
Jesus only needs our love, not our deeds That same God who claims he does not need to let us know when he is hungry, was not afraid to beg the Good Samaritan for a drink of water. He was thristy…When he said: “Give me a drink,” the Creator of the universe was asking his humble creature for her love. He was thirsty for love.
